Polaroid Affection

by candyslade

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1.
(Inhaling you like perfume on my skin Keeping the pictures just as deep within) Phone voice phantom skin Crawling even deeper in Lips are made of air and sound Never feeling solid ground Hold your breath, don't say a word Breathe again, make yourself heard People do not die from sin Phone voice phantom skin Phone voice phantom skin Our craving breaks out from within Consign my body to your voice I'm at your mercy without choice Invisibly I touch your lips when suddenly your conscious slips People do not die from sin Phone voice phantom skin Phone voice phantom skin Airwave sighs are spiraling Words are hidden in the dark Ghostly hands can leave a mark On heated flesh when moans decline Our very special crisis line People do not die from sin Phone voice phantom skin Phone voice phantom skin Listen to the devil's grin Weakness hits with sleepy force Your breath sounds like a song in morse My own blood humming me to sleep Another memory I can keep People do not die from sin Phone voice phantom skin
2.
Symbols 03:34
laughs when she lies isn't there when she sighs on her knees when the wine and the sound break her teeth her mask should be messed but she's perfectly dressed for a war that's a fake and makes everyone sore everyone sore symbols surrounding me turning me down in the air that is drowning me turning around to friends 'round the corner who wait at the border line up all your horrors and leave me alone her mask should be messed but she's perfectly dressed for a war that's a fake and makes everyone sore laughs when she lies isn't there when she sighs on her knees when the wine and the sound break her teeth
3.
he still looks young but he feels like a wreck stares at the tv ‘til it starts staring back he’s dressed in different shades of black no silver line in the clouds above his head still he’s sleeping in the sky, kinky/vanilla guy still he impersonates denial, kinky/vanilla guy he still looks young but he’s feeling too old half tied and bruised and broken, half platinum and gold one half is patchwork stitched, one half is bound to fly he’s always been the schizophrenic kind of guy still he’s sleeping in the sky, kinky/vanilla guy still he is waiting for reply, kinky/vanilla guy he still looks young but his past feels unreal stuffed in boxes, stacked away, almost breaking the seal lost in vanilla dreams with a chain around his neck focused on one good truth, he’s never turning back still he’s sleeping in the sky, kinky/vanilla guy still he is holding back a sigh, kinky/vanilla guy
4.
Impatience 03:21
forget your future and your past and place it in my hands this night’s forever, light won’t last, and this is your last chance inhale the absence of the light, all your ambitions fade away the darkness lights your shiny night, there are no seconds here to stay i won’t stay, i won’t mind, i won’t leave and i won’t bind myself to impatience, i can’t wait to see you, impatience, i can’t wait for you some guy appears in birthday drag, you know the end is near there is no way of turning back, you won’t just disappear so many ways to ruin a show, i know i’ve had my share all known diseases in a row, and scars remind me everywhere i’ve shown you more than I should have - impatience i’ve shown you less than you deserve - impatience
5.
two-headed saints are quite delusive, i guess that’s something you should know there is no knowledge that’s exclusive without a demon down below caught in high level masturbation you need the perfect constellation and you just drowned in multitudes of polaroid affection and noone ever knows where you got lost between the lines or if you ever could escape your own perception or if you just gave up on admiration mines and you can try to see the day your contraceptive smile won’t be in the way just feel the heat flashing into your face, destroy the walls that keep you in this place
6.
take a look at yourself from the back of your mirror and believe what you see till you’re starting to shiver step aside now and let your good twin carry on watch your step down the stairs ‘cause he’s second to none mirror mirror on the wall who’s the weirdest of us all mirror mirror on the wall who will be the first to fall force yourself to the thought who’s the best in your show make yourself talk with a voice you don’t know wait for your reflection to move with a grin reminding you who’s the unwanted twin
7.
Bitter Kiss 03:58
you’re waiting for the cold to creep in fast rush to your head and warmth will never last a bitter kiss burning the insides of your mouth white light, too bright, and every sound too loud creep in fast, never last a silent thought, a dream noone can feel mind lost in you and it seems almost real i hear your name, my inner voice a shout a silent thought is craving to break out remember while you amplify your rush just how your presence used to make them blush exciting boredom keeps you in this place addictive liquid darkness of your days lights fading out to blind me once again words became old, what happened to the plan last steps until i’m swallowed by the crowd my tongue stuck to the roof of my mouth picture my name, fade to a whisper in the air, all thoughts have vanished, why do i even care
8.
Sweet Mess 03:39
Withdrawal syndrome - worst I’ve ever seen empty spaces on my skin where your hands have been cracked lips lacking gentle touch of heated flesh my heart is bleeding from the deepest gash phantom pain in places where your teeth closed down and a hole in my heart the size of this town Enjoying sweetness of missing sweet mess Enjoying sweetness of missing sweet mess You are a symptom I can't seem to survive Like air and water I need you in my life And when you're leaving, my feet don't touch the ground I face the darkness when I turn around Reach out for my solid world all I grasp is air I need to touch you - need to feel you everywhere Enjoying sweetness of missing sweet mess Enjoying sweetness of missing sweet mess As lunacy’s breaking through waves of denial I’ll better bring me and myself to this trial Your temptation’s addictive but I’m taking the bait Did you ever believe that your life’s ruled by fate? And your sweet blurry picture it is bursting in flames While you rush like sweet poison all through my veins Enjoying sweetness of missing sweet mess Enjoying sweetness of missing sweet mess
9.
do you still believe that you are what you take? you’re just pretending that you’re not a fake wait for the day when everything falls into place all the sunsets on your bookshelf couldn’t save you from disgrace you know your cultures of resistance brought you far but after all you’re still not quite where you are burn down all your bridges, don’t look back, then walk away turn your head and give away your riches when their values are starting to decay truth or lie, black or white, do or die, depth or height, love or hate, yes or no if you ever learn to separate, please let me know the ticking of the clock is driving you insane you feel you’re growing old, a needle hits a vein somewhere you’re trying to catch a thought, but nothing’s making sense sometimes a second’s just far too intense keep chasing useless visions, drink yourself to painless sleep realize that every day is wasted, you’ve got no memories to keep the world’s just black and white, you know it doesn’t mean that only shades of grey are waiting in between you know it’s easier, at least a place to hide, life is an ugly stone, but colorful inside
10.
i can see a brick wall in your eyes, i’m trying to internalize what’s in your mind trying to reach you through the haze that is a different you trying to rush through things that I could do words are not enough, they just recoil from what you’ve built up as your defense and i’m not making sense you walk...walk away, you move...move away you slip...slip away, you fade...fade away, i fade away... who’s the one beneath your skin, the one to freeze me with a grin, what’s in your thoughts trying to feel the inner base of your intention, angling for your undivided attention words are not enough, they just fall off of your sleek hide, i ask you to abide listen to me before i fade away

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released April 1, 2008

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candyslade Cologne, Germany

Candyslade hängen die Discokugel auch in den dunkelsten Keller und bringen das Jahrzehnt von Zauberwürfel, Neon und Haarspray zurück. New Wave, Electro und Synthpop, frisch geföhnt und gut frisiert.

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